confession….
Tumblr I don’t know who else to tell because everyone I know will freak out or get mad at me but I’m cutting again… I used to cut but I stopped at the beginning of my sophomore year of high school 5 years ago. Quitting wasn’t a perfect process and every few months I would break down but I would feel horrible about it and the next time I would go longer before relapsing per say. I was doing really well… It happened for the first time in about a year a month ago and the worst part was that the next day I felt better again - not worse. I was hoping that I could put it behind me even though it didn’t make me feel bad… I was hoping that one slip up (no matter how good it felt) was just that - a slip up. But I cut again last night and today I’m feeling so overwhelmed that I’m having a hard time fighting off the urge to do it again… I am probably going to cave because I’m not sure I will get any homework done until I do and I’m already impossibly behind on everything. I just want to go home and play with my horses and hang out with Amy even though shes only 14 - that or horses and spending my nights drinking away my sorrows with Chris and Tina because they are the least coupley couple I know and I love them both and they don’t make me feel so damn lonely or out of control.
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sapphireinthesun said:
:( I’m sorry. I used to take out my emotions on my body as well. If you ever need to talk I’m always here
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airycandothat said:
I don’t have anything useful to say except I am a recovering cutter, I relapse every few years, don’t beat yourself up over it… It happens to everyone and it will get better
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