Dec 01
Thank you… I’m trying not to beat myself up. I need to get my life back under control and I won’t get a restart until I’m home for a month over the holidays so to survive until then and hopefully actually pass my classes I’m thinking of giving myself a free pass - not giving up or giving in but just accepting that sometimes I have bigger things to worry about than not relapsing. I can always start over at day 1 and I intend to… it just may not happen for a few weeks.
