Life Is A Rain Storm...

Feb 03
I’ve come a long way… I am still not happy and so far from doing well but I don’t think this anymore. The first thing I thought when I saw this was “But if I die who is going to love my horses??… Those girls are my world and they need me - almost as much as I need them.” It feels amazing to realize that I have gotten past suicidal thoughts… I’ve gotten past even looking at things like that and thinking “oh yea that would be nice - but for now I’ll just suffer through life because I can”… I’ve actually found a REASON to get better - a reason to make sure I am still around.

I’ve come a long way… I am still not happy and so far from doing well but I don’t think this anymore. The first thing I thought when I saw this was “But if I die who is going to love my horses??… Those girls are my world and they need me - almost as much as I need them.” It feels amazing to realize that I have gotten past suicidal thoughts… I’ve gotten past even looking at things like that and thinking “oh yea that would be nice - but for now I’ll just suffer through life because I can”… I’ve actually found a REASON to get better - a reason to make sure I am still around.

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